Friday, June 27, 2014
Simply thinking too much, too far ahead??!, Summary of past weeks happenings. Emotion roller-coaster.
Is time for me to update my blog. Let's start off since the last blog post about my GERD condition. Apparently, my condition seems to be near full recovery state. Not much frequent of nausea-feeling or the urge to vomit in the morning. Although occasionally, i do still feel having bloated stomach when i woke up. So far so good then.Is kinda weird feeling, difficult to put it into words. But past few weeks, i have been having emotion roller-coaster. At times, i would feel perfectly normal, being happy,laughing with colleagues. Next day, i would feel emotionally down, thinking about lots of random stuffs. I suppose everyone at some point of time would have a low period of emotion??
I remembered just last week, i was having a long conversation with my mother talking about "FUTURE". This topic somehow keeps going through my mind whenever i feel down. What does my future looks like? What kind of career i want in future, the life i seek for.... Am i simply thinking too much, too far ahead? Or just planning ahead...? Am i at the crossroad of my life again? Whoa, all this thoughts are actually making me feeling rather emotional.
Work has been rather smoothly past few weeks, as I'm about to complete my National Service in 1months time, i have gradually passed down some of my work to another colleague to handle. But as usual, work is never ending, never happy to do. I shall endure just 1 more month before i embark my next journey of my life.
Next journey of my life.... hmmm. sometimes people might be saying i am crazy thinking so far ahead. Somehow for me, being 22 now seems rather old for me. In my thoughts, i will be thinking in negative way???( "Just 8more years i will be reaching the 30's zone soon).... Haiz. :(
Anyways, that's about it. I shall do my best to update my blog frequently again. Like the previous post....
Till then,
Be Positive!
AngelOfDeath
8:18 PM By Angel Of Death
Sunday, June 8, 2014
NSF Life, GERD/SVT, Health and others~
Whoa~! Looks like it has been 2 years since i last wrote a blog post. Time flies indeed. The last post was on my 20th Birthday and how life has changes for that past 20years for me. Fast Forward 2years later, here i am writing a blog post again.First i shall touch on about NSF Life. 14 August 2012. The day i enlisted into National Service. Past 1year++ has been an eventful life changing experience for me. Going to MINDEF(Ministry Of Defence) serving my NSF time as an ASA(Administrative Support Assistant) making calls, managing different kinds of people in office. To summaries, overall experience has been excellent. I have learned how to use Open Office software(Data Pilot) and in return gaining so much knowledge on IT matters as well. Till Aug 13 2014(The "End" of 2yrs NS), I left 46 working days more to go. The time to shout ORD is approaching by. xD
Next i shall touch on something much more serious. Health~! It may sounds like a cliche to many of us, whenever we hear "Health is more important than any other stuff". Some might don't even bother to listen. Why would i wanna touch on this? Well, past few weeks or so, make me realise that health is indeed really important.
On May 25 2014, reality starts to kick into me. I was vomiting badly and was having episodes of diarrhea as well. For a moment i thought is just simply food poisoning/stomach flu etc. Sadly, it something far more than what i would expected.
From that day till now, nearly 2weeks+ on, i have been diagnosed to suffer from a condition called GERD ( Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease). Gastroesophageal reflux is the return of the stomach's contents back up into the esophagus. Every morning, i will feel the worst of the acid reflux.
Getting GERD and with SVT in the past suddenly make me realise how important one's health is. You may call me a paranoid person and you could say that GERD isn't even life threatening what's for to worry? For me, getting this two "Health warning lessons" makes me understand that a strong need to change my eating, working lifestyle right NOW~!
This past two weeks has been a rather awful experience for me. Getting anxiety over what's happening to me. Taking countless of Medical leaves. My intention of penning down this here is to hope all my negative thoughts are "RELEASE OUT" and i SHOULD stay positive and that i WILL definitely recover from this!
Lastly, from now (8th June 2014), i shall named this as DAY 1of getting through my GERD condition. PRAY/HOPE/WISH that i can recover from this ASAP. Let's see how long does it take!
Till then,
Be Positive!
AngelOfDeath
Labels: Angel Of Death/ Health, NSF, ORD.
10:30 PM By Angel Of Death