June has passed. Now is the month of July. Basically which also means i left 20+ working days to the end of my 2years National Service. Time flies indeed.

However, July seems to be a month full of bad incidents.  Apparently my GERD symptoms seems to appear again. And weirdly enough, it only occurs two days before i had my medical appointment with the doctor on Monday. Sometimes i wonder is this a test from the divine to constantly give me challenges to face and see whether i am able to overcome over it.

Since starting of July, nothing runs smoothly for me.  Raining whenever i am heading out for work, whereas when i am on leave, the weather is horrid humid.  Tuesday's downpour cause me to fork out $40+ cab fare due to slow traffic, tree fallen, cab have to U-turn out.  :(

Even the World cup country i supported (Holland) got knocked out from penalties by Argentina. How am i suppose to feel any happiness in this month?

Tomorrow is my Department Anniversary Event at ECP play mini-golf... Hoping this event can somehow cheer me up.

Talking to my godsister via whatsapp make me realise that it seems to me she rather bear all the sorrows within herself than seeking for help. Hopefully i did cheer her up a bit.


Lastly, I hope my GERD situation is temporarily and that i will recover once again and pray that it will NEVER COME BACK AGAIN. :)

Till then,
Be Positive!

AngelOfDeath






10:47 PM By Angel Of Death

Is time for me to update my blog. Let's start off since the last blog post about my GERD condition. Apparently, my condition seems to be near full recovery state. Not much frequent of nausea-feeling or the urge to vomit in the morning. Although occasionally, i do still feel having bloated stomach when i woke up. So far so good then.


Is kinda weird feeling, difficult to put it into words. But past few weeks, i have been having emotion roller-coaster. At times, i would feel perfectly normal, being happy,laughing with colleagues. Next day, i would feel emotionally down, thinking about lots of random stuffs.  I suppose everyone at some point of time would have a low period of emotion??


I remembered just last week, i was having a long conversation with my mother talking about "FUTURE".  This topic somehow keeps going through my mind whenever i feel down.  What does my future looks like?  What kind of career i want in future, the life i seek for....  Am i simply thinking too much, too far ahead? Or just planning ahead...?  Am i at the crossroad of my life again? Whoa, all this thoughts are actually making me feeling rather emotional.


Work has been rather smoothly past few weeks, as I'm about to complete my National Service in 1months time, i have gradually passed down some of my work to another colleague to handle. But as usual, work is never ending, never happy to do.  I shall endure just 1 more month before i embark my next journey of my life.

Next journey of my life.... hmmm.  sometimes people might be saying i am crazy thinking so far ahead. Somehow for me, being 22 now seems rather old for me. In my thoughts, i will be thinking in negative way???( "Just 8more years i will be reaching the 30's zone soon).... Haiz.  :(  


Anyways, that's about it.  I shall do my best to update my blog frequently again.  Like the previous post....

Till then,
Be Positive!

AngelOfDeath
















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